Thursday, September 17, 2009

Apparently, my carrier is not set up for mobile blogging. Pity, cause now I can't remember what golden nugget went zinging through my brain earlier today.

I am happy to be tracking. But today, day 2, it is sinking in that the need for planning is fast upon me. Tracking doesn't work so well, for me, without planning. I quickly get myself in trouble, run out of points, stop tracking... you get the idea.

Because I have learned the importance of keeping the ball rolling when it comes to developing new habits and keeping my eating under control, I now need to make planning my priority. When I sit down to actually do this I'm confronted with the inevitable truth that I don't want to. Maybe life isn't as much about doing what I want to do as I thought it was.

In fact, I think I was telling Jenea (age 5) that just yesterday. Is that what responsibility is? See, I need an actual definition. I'm not even sure what that is, but I have this feeling there is a really good reason for not just doing what you feel like doing all the time.

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